The weight was never the fall—only the gravity of what came after.
Step into Wanderland, a world where reality bends, emotions fracture, and the self is lost and found again. So Heavy, I Fell is a powerful poetry collection that unfolds like a novel, tracing the nonlinear journey through bipolar disorder, trauma, and self-discovery.
Told in five movements—The Descent, The Collapse, The Breaking Point, The Reckoning, and The Ascent—this collection mirrors the highs and lows of the mind, the pull between light and shadow, the moments of clarity and chaos. Each poem stands alone, yet together they form a lyrical narrative of falling into darkness and learning to rise.
For those who have ever felt lost inside themselves, who have wandered through pain and searched for a way back—this book is for you.
Welcome to Wanderland. What will you find when you fall?
J.N. Rose 